After having been there with you, I still have so many words, so many thoughts yet unspoken. In reading yours, I feel deeply compelled to unearth mine, not just from Paris, but also from my first European days that scarred me and changed me forever.
To say that I am grateful to you for not just the time we shared but for this unearthing of sorts is an understatement.
Tonight, Micha and I ate dinner to candlelight and French chanson, talking about Bellville and the trip we will take there later this year, about the book he found about Paris' lost vineyards, and about you and how none of this loveliness would even be if it weren't for you.
I'm sorry I've been quiet but I've been processing at a deeper level and I can't wait to talk to you and bring it all to the surface again.
Unearthing is the perfect word. It was so much to try to process in real time it just wasn't possible. I think it'll take longer to, yes, unearth all the thoughts now that it's behind me.
I completely understand and look so forward to the next time we talk. Thank you for this. 🩵
I feel your vulnerability in this. You’ve shared your truth and your heart. ….and WOW! My emotions run the gamut with you. Also trying to understand the message/lesson from the landlord experience. Not to harp on it or trigger what I perceive to be the horror of it, but I’m curious to know what you took away from that. Will you be sharing more about your time?
After having been there with you, I still have so many words, so many thoughts yet unspoken. In reading yours, I feel deeply compelled to unearth mine, not just from Paris, but also from my first European days that scarred me and changed me forever.
To say that I am grateful to you for not just the time we shared but for this unearthing of sorts is an understatement.
Tonight, Micha and I ate dinner to candlelight and French chanson, talking about Bellville and the trip we will take there later this year, about the book he found about Paris' lost vineyards, and about you and how none of this loveliness would even be if it weren't for you.
I'm sorry I've been quiet but I've been processing at a deeper level and I can't wait to talk to you and bring it all to the surface again.
X all my love
Unearthing is the perfect word. It was so much to try to process in real time it just wasn't possible. I think it'll take longer to, yes, unearth all the thoughts now that it's behind me.
I completely understand and look so forward to the next time we talk. Thank you for this. 🩵
I feel your vulnerability in this. You’ve shared your truth and your heart. ….and WOW! My emotions run the gamut with you. Also trying to understand the message/lesson from the landlord experience. Not to harp on it or trigger what I perceive to be the horror of it, but I’m curious to know what you took away from that. Will you be sharing more about your time?
Thank you so much, Vicki. And ha, I definitely struggled with what I was supposed to learn from that.
There's lots more to come; it's kind of unfolding in my mind as I read back over my journals.